I’ve never felt more Loved before in my whole entire life.

Good things come in pairs. And… It’s true.

and jess, i’ve written it in the two cards i’ve given you so far, and injected these words/phrases in our daily normal very senseless conversations now and then, and in the msgs i send you randomly. when i was writing the v day card, i was really wondering if you’ll get so sick and tired of listening to the same words. haha. i kept thinking maybe it wouldn’t mean anything to you anymore cause of my constant repetition heh heh. but now i guess not, cause these words no matter how often heard will always & never fail to let one know how much they are being treasured, and that’s no doubt the bestestest feeling in the world. so, i’m gonna repeat myself again: i really treasure and cherish you even though we’ve only know each other for barely a year. and you’ve really made life here much more bearable and tolerable. if i were to list the many things you’ve done and stuff we’ve done together that is the reason i keep saying “ahh LA life is getting better,” i wouldn’t know where to start cause it’s really just all the small little things along the way that made so much a difference; and i certainly would not know where to end. you make me feel appreciated and treasured and not taken for granted, and somehow the feeling of being treasured is smth that matters so much to me. i know it matters the most to everyone too but haha ah i don’t know how to say this. the feeling of being treasured means so damn much to me and really makes a whole big impact on me and changes me. hahahah okay not making sense but i know what i mean. haha maybe minki would kinda know when she reads this cause i kinda told her about it before. and so yay, thank you for treasuring me- though we don’t often say out loud “i treasure you” but i guess many a times, action speaks louder than words and your actions have definitely shown how much you love and care. omg i’m os tempted to list the things you’ve done. ah i am haha. the red velvet you baked, which were down right delicious. the time you lent me your comp to do my NYU essay. the times you offered to send me around. the kaya with peanut butter bread you made for me when i told you kaya and peanut butter togther is damn yummy. the times you drove all the way to monterey just to satisfy our cravings. the stupid stuff you write and all the stupid stuff you say. how you ask me to join you and sc, and your family, even though it really felt like i was eating into your precious family time. the times you reassure me of things. the way you bear my indecisiveness. how you always say “it’s not your fault” when somtimes i know it really is, just to make me feel better, instead of making me feel more bad about everything. how you guide me through the different encounters i’ve faced. how you help hold AGS events for me(damn troublesome lah), for buying the muji notebook for me, for understanding, for making the awesome video, for calling me “meimei” in sucha cutsey way hahahaha the impulsive cheesecake factory outing right after damn super filling dinner just to fulfil my craving and so many many more things,which all boils down to: i really appreciate everything you’ve done and even though i don’t say it, these things really touch me and i really remember them for the longest time. and i appreciate you and your presence. having a friend where you can just talk about anythign under the sun to, while also being able to sit comfortably in silence with– is someone so hard to find. you don’t know how many times i’ve told my mum things along the line like “mum!!!! jess is damn nice!!!!!” really meaning it. so in reply to your “And I hope I’ve been that good of a friend to you guys too,” without missing a beat, i’d tell you you have(been an amazing friend) and that you’ve actually been more than a friend. you’re like a sister; you know all my bad habits and deep deep dark secrets. you care for me so much as though i’m your meimei. i really was always harboring a pessimistic view of not ever being able to find true friendship here; one like those in treasuresd ones in sg. probably cause of what i keep hearing how true friends are hard to find. but this has proved it all wrong and i’m glad it did. friendship is bound to weather changes, but i know we’d be able to overcome them and brace it. i guess it’s really inevitable that friends get annoyed with each other at times, and so if one day you get too annoyed with me, just scream to my face. haha i promise, CONFIRM CHOP i’ll understand. and it’s so funny how people keep asking if we’re sisters. sigh everytime i hear that i feel like i really need to indulge in self pity hahahah kiddddz :) but awwww wah the longer you stay with someone, the more you look a like aye. haha and ahh all the “too touchy” comments voiced by people hahahahha. we secretly love, love a lot. *sizzzzles* haha. ah i really love love all the stupid things we do together, and the damn funny senseless conversations we always have. thinking about them always always always make me laugh. haha, sometimes i really think we’re very funny actually haha. okay haha wth so loser haha who comments about their own funniness haha. okay but anyway oh no i hope everything i’ve said doesn’t sound too cheesy. i love you for being the person you are, and i cherish you to infinity and beyond. even though you call me a fatty everyday and tell me i’m damn ugly and stupid. but haha oh well that’s what best friends do right? say the truth and nothing but the truth. haha. i love you jess.

you don’t know what you mean to me.

FFUFFM(hahaha) =),
yeo siqin

I’ve talked so much about this babe, I don’t think I have to say anything anymore. I love you babe, and true friends last forever, so ffuffm forever okay hahahahah and let’s keep that our secret forever and ever ♥

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